First let me start of by saying WOW, people actually read this. Thank you so much. I’m definitely going to keep it up but I do have some audience questions that I’d like to ask. Here’s an example, is it boring when I ramble about my life problems or would you rather hear original stuff that spews out my head? OR do you like it when I just repost stuff and keep my mouth shut? I’m just naturally a talker so I may need to be told to keep my mouth shut from time to time. I won’t be offended. I’m the queen of not taking things personally.
So I sit here in my messy bed still wearing my purple ducky pajamas at 5pm, and I’m in the mood to write. It takes a lot for me to suppress the urge to turn my blog in to my online journal and fill it with funny stories about people and plans, but I can’t do that. I don’t even like to do that in my actual tangible journal, at least not anymore. I hate looking back at my old journals and seeing nothing but “Oh my goodness, what did he mean when he said that?”, “Do I like him? Should I like him?”
The funny thing is that when I read that stuff now I don’t even remember who the heck I was talking about. However, I do have to discuss my love life, as much as I don’t want to. The stuff I’m learning now about relationships is actually important, I think. Me and my peers are at the point in our lives where love relationships and the lessons they bring with them are actually important because, according to my parents and TV shows, this is when we’re supposed to be finding it.
HOWEVER…
Here are some topics that I REALLY want to write about uber soon, maybe today:
1) Anxiety, what causes it and why is it bad for you? (I’m full of opinions on this)
2) Adderoll (Trust me, my friends will tell you, I’m a expert. lol)
3) Dopamine and how it effects every single thing you say, think, and do, and why you should be careful because it’s important, and how drugs and alcohol and affect your entire personality for the long run.
4) Last but not least, He’s Just Not That in to You. Here’s why, and here’s what you can do about it. (You are not going to like this one.)
Ha, after I wrote that intro (about 2 minutes ago) I got bored with the subject of love, so I’ll hold off on that subject. I’m going to talk for a second about New Year’s Resolutions. What is mine? Do I have one? Do I care? Ehh, not really, but for the sake of argument, lets pretend like I do. The first one I made this year involves keeping a certain ex-patriot ex-boyfriend off of my friends list. (ha I guess I mixed the two subjects, go me!) Now that I wrote it out for people to see I’ll feel more obligated to keep that promise. We’ll see. More to come.
As I read back on this entry it seems like it ended up being more of an intro to something rather that anything with actual substance on its own. But ya know what, that’s what it is. They will be similar to this, unless I get feedback that points me in a better direction. I will continue to post random ass blog posts in 2010 and hopefully you guys will continue reading them. Thanks again!
Anxiety, diagnosed june 5th 2009. Why i have it? its not because i had some traumatic life long hell where i got beat. my parents werent horrible and called me names. in fact i was a typical normal person until 1 day i lost it. i remember it like it was yesterday. one miinute i was working and thinking of whatever i was thinking of and within a split second my heart began to race like i was about to fall down a roller coaster, my started feeling clammy and i couldn't catch my breath. no one understands it. it just happens. subconsciously people hold things in. and no one talks about it. like a baby cries when its hungry, some times people just cant hold things in anymore and your body lets lose to protect itself. then you realize your not in as much control as you thought you were.
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